9/25/2006
another day..
Just finished re-arranging the links in alphabetical order so that it will seem neater in a sense... yup! today is such a crappy day... As in going to school for today is such a waste of time I think.. and considering the fact that I
HAD to walk in the rain to school just makes the trip to school today an unworthwhile one...
start of with the morning which was darker than ever... My mum called me to remind me to bring my umbrella (which I always am lazy to do so) before I left my house... Thinking that the rain shouldn't be to big, I walked to the bus stop and took bus 300 (erm, there was shelter all the way from my block to the bus stop. that's why there is NO reason why I should bring an umbrella).
However, when I reached the bus interchange, the rain became HEAVIER... -.- then I was like thinking, "why suddenly rain so heavily?? sian 1/2"... Lolx.. so it ran through the zebra crossing to the sheltered walkway and continued my "journey" to school...
when I got to the traffic lights near the over-head bridge, I got lazy and I just walked in the rain... haha! my 5min hair all GONE liao... cause the rain washed off the spray thinggy that I used on my hair... so yea... think you guys know how would I look in school then... Lolx...
then Mr. Lim and Miss Ong wasn't in school today, which means we are NOT getting back our Chemistry, SS and History paper!! Basket! then what's the point of going to school since we don't get to receive all our papers?? it's just stupid la I guess... and I was still wondering what's the point of walking in the rain to come to school since the only subject we knew was A-maths... -.-
Well, I think that's life... things are unpredictable at times... and yeah, sometimes it just seems that something that you are doing seemed worthless... as in the effort you made in going somewhere or doing something... But I still believe that God has always something planned for us and that's why we are in this situation... Probabaly God wanted me to spend time with my schoolmates and to talk to them a little more since I've not been talking much to them since the prelims started... yea...
Life is full of choices and I'm sure everyone has to make thousands of choices in their entire life... Be it the choice of going to school, the choice of joining some organizations, the choice of doing somehting and even the choice of woman whom you want to spend your remaining life with... After Sermon on Sunday, I guess I really find out alot of the choices that we make in life especially when serving the Lord... one wrong decision, you backslide... but sometimes backslides do put you in a faith test and it is that time which we really see how much that person have trust and faith in Him...
Ah pa was telling me that even if I may end up in the polytechnic or courses which I don't like, God must have planned something ahead of me for me to fulfill it and I should enjoy the time spent over there... Having much thought about it, I guess it's really true that whatever situations that you may be in in any stages of your life, God has already planned something for you and it's your destiny to fulfill it... By not fulfilling it, you will tend to backslide... I've learnt to return back to faith to the Lord when I'm drifting further away from Him and also to relinquish my rights to Him so as to be able to make the right choice... Putting our vision similar to God is also very important as it will determine whether the choices we make will be correct and also whether we will fulfill the destiny which God has given us...
The sermon had touched my greatly and I really want to share to as many people as I can... bringing some people to miracle catch this Sunday for them to know how FCBC is like and also hoping to expand my cell.. haha! well, it still depends on them but I will pray for God to open their hearts and be able to accept Him into their life...
I pray that those who are taking the prelim will get good results for their remaining subjects which they haven't got back and to be able to stay positive no matter the outcome... SO looking forward to this Sunday!!!!!