Oh well.. now is 2:30am actually... and knowing that its after 12midnight, today is a Saturday... (ah pa will sure gonna kill me if he knows I'm still awake at this time!! haha!) haha! just finish discussion of the COS assignment on the Point of Sale system thinggy which will be due in two weeks time and well, I can say that progress is pretty good... well, suay suay kena being the group leader and I would rather thank God for the chance though... yea... taking it as a chance to know more about the people in my class to build better relationship with them... hehe...



oh well... actually wanna blog about some thoughts that I had for the past few days... yea.. school has been great and thursday was a great day for me!! yea... met yaying up after some talk at somerset to go back KSS to get my laminated version of O level cert... on the train, we talked alot about our school and just literally talk and talk and talk... because it has been MONTHS since we met each other, let alone chatting... yea... great time of catching up with her... haha! super funny when we were on the train... shan't elaborate on that...



anyway, reached KSS at around 6pm... saw familiar faces.... guo liang, yun ru, si en, yongjia, yong sheng, jeremy, alicia ling ju and many more... saw Ms. Fazlin and Miss Low Chui Ling as well... it has been AGES since I've seen them and it felt really good to just see them and even chat abit... was so hilarious when the PJ girls started saying that I look like ah beng and Ms. Fazlin replying that I was being creative while they were being BORING! LOL! it's just so Ms. Fazlin la.... had a wonderful time in school... yea...



walked to Lot1 with Guo liang and yaying... it was just like olden days (sounds like I'm 20++ like that) where we will walk back to Lot1 after school and Guo Liang starting to suan yaying while I was there talking all the lame and nonsense stuff to make them speechless.... yea... haha! it was just pure fun and it felt like going back to secondary school days which I sort of miss la...



was walking home after having dinner with yaying and I really thank God for those people whom impacted my life alot... Yaying (though we know each other for 4years and been in the same class for only sec1 and 2), Guo Liang (same class since pri3 and he was the one that always kena bullied by me... haha!), Si ting (know her since pri6 i think and she is the other one that always kena suan-ed by me for her EXTREME blur-ness), Ms. Ratna (my sec1 and 2 form teacher whom had given me a wonderful experience in KSS for the 4 years), Neddely (the forever da xiao jie whom currently is crazy over mahjong) and many others in Kranji Secondary had made my life very different... I'm rather sure that without them, I would be a very different me for now and I may not be as talkative as now... May not be as friendly as now (well, I do have "records" of being nasty..) and may not even be the forever LAME bingrong which I am now... yea... really thank God for these people in my life and even though I may not have really known them or make extra effort to spend time with them, they are still the people whom has impacted into my life and character... yea....



and of course I would like to thank God for His plan in making me going into KSS... if not, I will not be able to know all these people (though some are actually people I've known since pri sch) and also not been given the chance to know my current spiritual family!! yea... (the important part... hehe!) Thank God for these people... Guanghan (my ah gong), Manfred (my ah pa), Ps. Adrian (my tai gong), Guan yeow, Yew Choong, Daniel, Dan, Ryan Law, Li Rong, Gabriel, Dalston, John, Jin Wei, Weihao, Nic Sit, Samuel, Dion, Guo Qiang, Ryan Fun, Adrian Yang, Mike, Nickky and many many more bros and sis in FCBC.... if not for KSS, I think I would not have been able to be in this wonderful family... people who will be there for you when you needed them... listening ears when you need to voice your opinions.... learning alot of life values with them through many things and I really thank God for all His wonderful plans.... of course, all other people like Ven, Henzy, Keith, Ben, Wayne, Joanne, Jessica, Jasper, etc (too many to name liao la!) had made this walk interesting and also enabling me to learn more about walking together as a family.. yea... and without FCBC, probably I would not know wonderful people in Trybe!! haha! Nic Lee, Eric V, Raffy, Jia Huey, Jas, Jaime, Jovi, Joel, Praise, Christina, Rachele and many more wonderful volunteers.... they made life so much more meaningful and interesting especially with funny people like Thomas, Min, Vivian, Adrian and many more...



I think there's just too many that I wanna list down... but all in all I thank God for His plans and without Him, I think today's Bingrong will be a totally different Bingrong that everyone can see.. yea... looking back, all I can say is God is GOOD and as Jeremiah 31:2-4 says:



This is what the Lord says:"The people who survive the sword will find favour in the desert; I will come to give rest to Israel." The Lord appeared to us in the past saying:" I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness. I will build you up again and you will rebuilt, O Virgin Israel. Again you will take up your tambourines and go out to dance with the joyful."



Be it that many times there are circumstances that will "tear" you down, but just be reminded of God's way and plans He has for us and there we will survive the "test" and thus be moulded by Him to become a better person... Then that will be the time where we "celebrate" our success whereby we get to know Him more and even to be more like Him...



The family will be there for us at all times when such circumstances arises and that we will stand firm in His truth because we have a family there to hold us on and to walk with us through difficult times... therefore, the family that I have now (earthly or spiritually) are actually blessings from God and I really thank Him for all these... now I love them more and that I treasure people around me more... its just so wonderful see from His point of view...



yea.. guess I will stop here... got to sleep anyway.. haha! 3am now!! haha! long entry!