Alright. fast thing as always, I wanna apologize for the SUPER lack of updates for my blog.. haha! I know many people out there come to my blog EVERYDAY feeling excited and always leave with disappointment. Well, I'm really sorry because I'm just LAZY to update la.. haha!

did u know how sad I was?

Well, lots of things happening since the last two weeks and heres some updates. The saturday two weeks ago, was TXY's 25th anniversary.. it was quite a blast over there and it was really tiring to do all the before hand preparation. People "skipped" school (well, i cant skip since its my holiday.. haha!) to come sph to do the preparation everyday! oh man! such sacrifice.. and cecilia, WE DID IT!! haha! the deco was PURELY out from our imgination and we went STRAIGHT into buying all the items for deco... turned out very nicely done and hi-5! to our BEST PARTNERSHIP! haha! also, I would like to thank PEIXUAN for her Christmas Lights... without it, I think the deco will be imperfect.. haha! I would say all the hard work being put in is worth it.. could see all the "WOAH!" faces when they enter the auditorium... really a great sense of joy...

when I saw the both of u together?

here's some reflections after the 25th anniversary... well, after being inside the exco (or what we call zhongyang) for 2years. I've definitely learnt alot of things from people with various characteristics... it was a joy to work with them and hang out with them... really. I think without being inside the exco, I would more or less "disappear" after maybe a year or so.. haha! there are many things which I would not be able to experience without the chance of being inside the exco and there are a few people whom I wanna thank alot.. Firstly is Siping. Thank you for your chance in "promoting" me to be lingying's group leader. without your words, I think I will still be some citizen in the group attending huodongs after huodongs and end up not coming because I will get kind of sian about it.. haha! yea.. you have taught me quite alot as well as u gave me lots of opportunities to be involved in many events... I remembered my first event was Xin-Ma 2005... was a WONDERFUL experience with u and the others... it was the time that I got to know more people as well.. Next is xiaoying.. haha! my first lingying partner.. really thank you for the guidiance through my first year of leading group.. haha! really had fun with u and also learnt how to handle the group. haha! though only for a year, but u were willing to guide me along despite my laziness at times.. haha! sorry for letting u do all the work at times.. (blush!). The other lingying leader, siying! Thank you SO MUCH for all you've done for lingying! i know I'm supposed to be the one initiating all the work but u really helped me alot! thank you so much for ur effort and I'm sure lingying will be able to succeed further.. My current linging leaders, bo cheng and junheng. MUST JIAYOU IN LEADING LINGYING okie?? siying and I have absolute confidence in u! haha! huodong stuff can find me, but maybe huixun stuff I would refer u to siying.. haha! cause my huixun things still CMI after 2years.. hahahaha! yea.. of course there's many others like CECILIA! u are one of the BEST partners I ever had for huodong (eh.. one more is actually yaoxian.. haha!).. We did ALOT of things together and also made many events SO HAPPENING for many people! haha! I hope that as u are at vice now, u will make it better! YOU CAN DO IT! wo xiang xin ni! hehe.

but I chose to remain silent

okie.. then last tues and wed had a leader's retreat for AO tribe.. haha! had a wonderful time there and got to absorb more things from pastor.. hehe.. of course, the GH clan always have their "fun" time in disturbing things around us.. haha! take ryan for example.. he played with almost ALL the cats that appeared in front of him!! haha! some were too lazy to retaliate that they just let him play them.. haha! while others attempted to attack back, but FAILED.. LOL... anyway, good retreat, good relaxing from the work and stuff.. yea.. just too bad I couldnt get to play tennis.. haha!

because I just want to see u happy

two days back was the BBQ session which MANY have AWAITED SO LONG FOR!! haha! sry zhi cheng for not attending your birthday party but I felt this was more important.. hhaa! (eh.. those involved in BBQ, U SEE!!) haha! yea.. cause its some kind of once a blue moon stuff and well, I just didnt want to ps them again.. haha! yea.. anyway, had a hell lots of fun time esp trying to make fun of two people... hahaha! super funny and super fun.. yea.. had some time chatting before heading to sleep then church.. Lolx... not much to update cause I cant really update without pictures.. yea..

i hope for the best for u

well, for this week.. surprisingly I HAVE NO PROGRAMS arranged!! gosh! PEOPLE, PLEASE CALL ME OUT!! I'M DESPERATE!!! haha! shall end here.. quite a long post..