7/16/2006
thoughts...
basically, today was just a day of slacking around friend's house and at home... haha! i did my homework kay... but still, I've been slacking la... even though I know prelims is approaching... anyway, I thought through quite alo of things today. plus the fact that I've been surfing around people's blog to look around... it just gave me this inspiration to write this entry... speaking of thoughts, it reminded my about one of the tongue twisters in English booklet... shall share it:
I thought a thought.
But the thought I thought wasn't the thought
I thought I thought
I know it's a little lame la... but just sharing what i know ya?? haha!
well, speaking of my thoughts, I was wondering... What will be of me, what will I be doing and where will I be if my life is not as it is now... Hmm...
If I've not studied in Kranji Secondary School... will I have encountered Zhiwei whom introduced me to TXY... and if I've not joined TXY, who will I be wif now?? what will I be doing?? will my school life still be as interesting as now??? If I've not studied in Kranji, will I ever know what is TXY all about?? and will I ever get the chance to know all the GREAT people in TXY?? and will I ever know what is LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST?? know great places and interesting places to plae??
then will I ever know the friends in 2A'04, 4B'06 and some others in KSS?? they r realli great people who make my life interesting... introducing games and stuff... hang out together to plae or even loiter at shopping centres... Lolx... and will I ever have the chance to participate the IFD nite where 1A'03 and 2A'04 shared the best time together, staying till late night in school to prepare the costume for the competition?? enjoying the class spirit and unity as days passes by... and will I have known friendly and helpful and caring teachers like Ms. Ratna, Miss Fazlin, Miss Audrey Lee, Mr. Cheng Tee Thong, Mr. Lim Yuen Tuck, Miss Cherie Ong, Mr. Roland Tan, and the list goes on... I'm sure my life will change differently if I had joined other sch...
it just makes me wonder.... or shall I move back some more??
If I've never moved my house from Teban Gardens to Choa Chu Kang, will I ever know people like Guo Liang, Si ting, Mei wan, 6As, 6Bs?? will I ever get to know such good friends whom we could share things together?? or even hang out as 6A and 6B to plae soccer at Lam Soon almost everyday or at least every weekends?? or even know teachers like Miss Chiam, Ms. Nancy Tan, Mrs. Chua, Chen lao shi, Liao lao shi and many others whome gave me great experiences in CCKPS... had i never moved house, I'll still be the Br whome don't know much things and maybe don't even know how to enjoy life....
well, one good song which I can describe all my thought could be ai hen jian dan.. juz like the staring line:
忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
yes, I 4got how I've started conversations with these people to know them... however, it's a kind of attachment towards them I'm having now... it's sort of unbreakable and not possible to get rid of... n b4 i knew it, these memories and happenings haf aledi left marks in my heart which will never be erased away... it will always stay in my heart and I'm glad my life is what it is now... i hope it will remain this way till the day i die... and hopefully will continue in next life... if none of this had happened, I'm afraid the Br that you see will not be the same... it could be someone whom doesn't know how to befriend with others... or could be someone whom detest being with friends... or worse, someone whom only know how to MUG MUG and MUG!!!
for this, I wish to say a GREAT THANKS to all my friends... be it in CCKPS, KSS or even TXY... I realli treasured the times we had together and of coz, I hope you all have enjoy being with me... I may be LAME at times but this is me bax... so once again, THANK YOU for everything that you all have injected into my boring and colourless life... :)